1. |
The Astronaut
03:31
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I wish you'd say you miss me
I'm blasting off this morning
I've never hoped for something more than this
The hope of starting over
Things couldn't be much colder
I'll be with the stars when all the anger hits
Well it helps to drink and drug
It'll never be enough
I'm the astronaut, I'm done
With the things that take my love
I fell into this silence
A pointless need to hide this
I focused in on all the wrong things
I can't retract those words now
Like you I just don't know how
A body covered up with dark stains
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2. |
I'm The Disease
06:06
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I'm the disease
Finally
I can see
I live in a life
Where it don't matter what you say at all
I'm the disease
Probably
I'm broken into something
Leave us
This is a rot inbound
Everything is broken
I can't hear you
When it's changed
And everything is made up of the same things
And I don't where to go from here
This is alone
And it's made up of the things that haunt me
And everything feels like I'm built to give it up
When the disease
Takes over me
Everything's about me
And I'm tired of being the center of this world of mine
Just end
Just end
Just end me
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I forget how you look
Every time I think I'm doing better
I remember how the things you used to say to me
It's hard when I can see here
Open up your mind
Open up your mind
And the way you feel when you're around me
I forgot oh, baby, I forgot
And you're so beautiful I can't complete
My thoughts anymore
My thoughts anymore
You don't understand
Baby I forgot how much I love you
It's true, I think of balance, don't you?
The things we don't see
I see the things we should've known
I wish I had not wasted your time and
Sometimes it's hard to remember
You still want me here
Oh baby I can see you there I'm not anymore
I wish you'd stay here
Wish I'd kissed you
I can't stay here every day
We don't need this
Anymore, no
And you sit away from me
All these sparks, humility
If I can't be there for you is it over?
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The reach of her bones kills me
Maybe the same applies here
The sun won't come for long here
The times with you are gone
I never thought it'd be this hard
And the same things I said
They change the way you see me
Now that you're not here
Thought that I'd be fine
Oh how wrong I was
Oh the skin on you
The darkness closes
Your touch is nowhere to be found
Everything I said can never be replaced
But I hope that we can move on
I live in a world where I haven't,
I reflect the way I feel inside by never cleaning myself
My hair is nappy, I'm so dirty
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5. |
I Talked To You Today
03:35
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Step one is timing
It's nothing to us
When it should be everything
I broke down today
I wished for your arms
Overtaken by my shame
Messages from all these people suffering for me
Breaking open all the wounds I couldn't see
I love you dearly
It'll never be enough
But I wish it could be
It's broken in my head
The thought of staying
But I'm giving everything
Messages from all these people suffering for me
Breaking open all the wounds I couldn't see
It's broken
It's all I have
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7
05:20
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Wake up and hope this day quickly dies
Straight up to standards as high as the sky
Focused on loving myself more than anything else
And it's all that's left of me
I'm broken, can't you see?
Hey
Left for vultures and heartaches
I can see I don't have what it takes
Love lost according to diaries I've filled up before
And it's all that's left of me
I'm broken, can't you see?
Hey I can't be myself
Hey and I can't be anyone else
It's the way you looked at me
When I told you I'm made of lies
That's the weight that kills me
I'm screaming can't you hear my cries?
And it's all that's left of me
I'm broken, can't you see?
Hey I can't be myself
Hey and I can't be anyone else
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8. |
Best Friends
01:59
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Best friends making progress
I have given much more for less
Best friends give up hobbies
Pull the short straw, fill up lobbies
I don't know this
Hopeful, also doubtful
Dealing with the stresses and pulls
Modern life is endless
Bleak and empty like our friends lists
I don't know this
Dragging on the pavement
Try to figure what the waves meant
Stoked to rearrange things
'Cuz our bodies are always changing
I don't know
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